Almost as many weeks as there are in a pregnancy. I am dying, next Sunday i get to talk to my lover on the phone. To hear is voice and be reminded that he is a real man, that i didn't make him up in my imagination makes me so incredibly happy. I love that he still makes me nervous like he is my first grade crush all over again. We have dated for almost 6 years. Which is so crazy to me. Not once have i ever stopped falling for him, with other guys since him and before him, the minute that they liked me back i always lost interest in them, with cade.. he has always found a way to keep me intrigued by him i have never lost that spark. Recently i have been hanging out with another boy, last night he told me that he has feelings for me and instantly i was repulsed by him. Every time cade and i kiss, touch, look at each other... anything.. it's like a surge of electricity shoots through my body.. Butterflies rush to escape from my tummy, my heart beats 10 beats fast and i lose all control of my smiles. The man truly has my heart. FOREVER.
What cade and i have is something so UNIQUE and so SPECIAL it is irreplaceable, nothing can compare to that man. he is such a special individual. He understands me, he changed me. He is my angel, my light, my life, my everything. He truly has all of me. For eternity. With out him here all day everyday I have grown to appreciate him even more than ever. I LOVE YOU ELDER M.
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