39 weeks.

HURRY QUICK GET PREGNANT TO MAKE TIME FLY BY FASTER. onnnnnly kidding. But wow. I really can not believe that we only have 9 more months. I feel like just yesterday i was saying see ya soon elder m. Now I truly will be seeing him soon. 9 months is still quite a while... But not at the same time if that makes sense... It is amazing to me that even though we are thousands of miles apart our love for each other has increased by the dozens. It has grown into a mature love though. Not so much based on the physical aspect... being as we survive soley off of written communication. I feel as though we are more appreciative of one another and the support that we can provide to carry each other through times of hardship. I love you so much elder m.

40 foe zero.

40 weeks isn't very long... compared to the whole 104... YUCK. I am proud to say that we've made it to 40 weeks. It kind of feels like the home stretch. I have seen so much growth and progression in my elder m over the span that he has been out. I am so proud of the man he is becoming. He will be the absolute perfect father and husband, The perfect priesthood holder to help run and maintain our future home. I look forward to eternity with you elder m.

fourty one....

I miss the way that when we would hug your chin would rest on my forehead. Making it easy for you to kiss me sofly, I miss how it felt to feel your warm breath there, (sounds kind of creepy right?) I loved that when we hug it just felt right. When we got back togther and hugged for the first time you told me "It feels like home, I am home" You couldn't have said it better. When i am with you. I am home.